NEW XANGA

bored.

i got work off today and i got to sleep in, groggly walk downstairs to have my first meal (lunch) at 1:30ish. i looooove these kind of days, when i get to have the entire day to do absolutely nothing at all. the only thing sucking about all this is that halfway through the day, i get incredibly bored doing nothing on my own. so, what should i do? okay, let's check e-mail... holy freekin crap, i have 902 unread messages. and this is my non-junk mail address. i have a yahoo email address that i give out when i know that all i'm going to get is junk. anyhoo, i'm going one by one to get through them all...

902 has decreased to 846, and i feel like i've been doing this forever already. i needed to stop reading and write for a change, and that's why i'm here doing this. i have a lot of things on my mind but i don't want to disclose them here, so instead i'm doing a quiz i found on aditi's xanga, on the 15th xanga subscription update i've read in the past hour or so.

i'll even make it interesting with some pictures or something... so here is what the japanese call a "kibun tenkan."

Lets Play 50 Questions..

1. Are you wearing a necklace?
yes, the one kaz bought for me at the oc fair about a month ago. i love it.

2. Do you like someone right now?


3. Who is the main person(s) you talk to at work?
everyone... i work at a place so small that everyone talks to everyone

what happened to number 4...?

5. What color is your shirt?
gray

6. How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
4, plus the downstairs one we rent out, so i guess 5

7. What song are you listening to?
"girl talk" from...


8. What was the last mall you went to?


9. Are you alone?
in my room, yes, but the maid is in the other room cleaning, and my sister and her bf are downstairs watching some tv

10. Do you have any older siblings?
yes, 2 older sisters, but amazingly i have no pictures of all 3 of us on my computer... but here is my oldest sister and me

(me and my sister in the center)

11. What is the last thing you ate?
fried rice

12. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
 chung, my sister's bf, actually in my room now, playing video games, haha

this one. lol

13. Who was the last person to call you?
kaz

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
some guy named jason lee texted me his new number... the problem is that i dont remember having a friend named jason lee.....

16. What should you be doing?
laundry, cleaning

17. Who is the last person you sent a message to?
kaz, he's online right now talking to me instead of working at his intership... lol

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
no, i had okonomiyaki, with my sister and her bf. my mom is away in japan for obon, so i'm cooking every night for the next 2 weeks. :)

19. What are you thinking right now?
um... i'm doing this so this exact question wouldn't come up. but mostly, that i miss kaz.

20. What color are your shorts?
i'm wearing my dark blue shorts with UCI stitched on my ass, that i always wear when i'm home.

21. What color is your keyboard?
black, i'm on my ibm thinkpad (laptop)

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
i haven't had boba in a realllllllllllly long time, and i really want some! someone take me!


23. Are you in college?
yes, at occ, applying to transfer this year... if all goes well, i'll be a trojan by this time next year


24. What is the last text you wrote?
i think the last one was to kaz, apologizing for the fact that i missed his calls and didn't get his missed calls until he was already sleeping

25. Are you bored?
yeah, thank you, captain obvious... who does these when they're NOT bored..?

26. How many teeth do you have?
what??... umm i don't know and i don't care. i have all my wisdom teeth (well they haven't grown in, i should say), and i haven't lost any teeth unnaturally

28. Do you wear glasses?
yes, when i'm not wearing my contacts. i'm near-sighted

29. What color are your shoes?
i have a lot of shoes, but my main casual shoes are light blue and black with skulls on them... and i have 3 pairs of flip flops that i wear a lot which are black, brown, or white.

31. Last thing you drank?
mugicha (japanese cold tea)

34. Who do you love?
um... all my friends, kaz, and my family

35. What are you doing right now?
doing this, watching/listening to chung play super mario... i hear this "noooooo~" every once in a while. lol

37. Do you know how to spell bananas?
"my shit is bananas, B A N A N A S"


38. What're the last words you said?
in response to my sister and her bf coming into my room and asking what i'm doing, "nothing much, i'm just online."

39. Do you have clothes on?
hahah yeah.

40. Do you have boxers on?
no, but usually i do back at my apartment (i'm at my parents')

41. Did you realize there was no question number 36?
hahhaaha NO that's funny. i noticed there was no number 4, but no 36... lol

36. Do you like llamas?
hahahaha, that's number 36?? nice...
not in particular. i like domesticated animals (like indoor animals)...
here's kiwi


and kaz's favorite scorpion...


hope i had a picture of the hamster, chu-chan.  he's always moving and i can never get a good shot of him. oh well..

42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
no, but on my thumb

43. Where is your cell phone?
right here, next to my mouse


44. Do you have any friends named Robbie?
my bf in high school was robert and his family called him robbie.. dated him for 3 years... wonder what he's doing..

46. Do you have any friends named Nikki?
nope.

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
only at the apartment outside. the parking lot light flickers and sometimes it's really dark right outside my apartment and it's scary walking back alone.

48. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the dark"?
a couple times, but i wasn't a fan enough to actually watch it everytime... if i was channel surfing and it was on, then i would watch it. but it didn't happen too often. i barely remember it


49. Does your computer have a mouse?
yes, wireless

50. What size shoe are you?
5 and a half. i have small feet. but then again, i'm small all around. i'm only 5'2", 100 lbs... i think that would explain it.

first entry of the "new" year

WOW. so my last xanga entry was back in december of 2005. it's summer now and with all the time i have now that school is out for me and not yet for kaz (and everyone else and their mothers), i decided that i should update. yeah, i really should.

lets see... what did we miss here?

MERRY CHRISTMAS! and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!! wooooooo~*  hehe

and, happy valentines , happy st patricks ¢À (thats the closest thing i can find to st pats), happy 21st to many friends: roma, kaz, and kotomi, just to name a few. and to ME!! hooray, i'm 21!! and what do i have to show for it? not much... except for the things i know and people i know.

the people i've encountered in the past 21 years have, in a big way, changed and influenced my life. so i thank you for it. you guys are awesome. i ¢¾ u.

kaz, you are the love of my life. of course, everyone thinks that they've met their "love of their lives" when they fall in love, but i actually really fuckin mean it. youre like the anti-eriko-boyfriend material, but youre perfect for me. it's crazy. i never thought i would ever date a japanese guy (i thought they were gross before you came along...you would think so too if you saw some of the boys at my japanese school) nor a frat guy! me, dating a guy in a frat. that is weird. but you are so awesome, i couldnt resist. you opened me up to some many cool new experiences and feelings, which i'm totally grateful for. i espcially love that way that you understand my japanese weirdness with the "CC Lemon" and the yumminess of wierd japanese snacks. i hope you know you will never "scare me off" because i know exactly how you feel about me because that is the way i feel about you. even with you "BUWAKUSHOOOON!!!!!"s, i'll still be here fearless.

roma, i know you don't really read xangas, and so probably you will never even read this, but you are my sister that i never had. sure, you're indian and i'm japanese, but i feel in spirit we are somewhat related in some way. i've never cared for any other girl (in a non-lesbian way of course) this much. and you've made me feel this way because of the moments we've had together. we've been friends since the 7th grade, and best friends since the 8th grade. we've had so many times together, i can't even count or remember them all. you're the best. you always have been to me, and you always will be.

mayumi, i don't know if you'll ever read this either, but in the past year that i've known you, you have made my life much more fun each day. i forget how much younger you are than me--age is just a number. you're cute, cool, and fun to hang out with; and if you need anything, i'm here. and to think... we first bonded last summer over the fact that we both like to eat orange tic tacs.

kotomi, you always write me these little notes to people, and i guess this time i was inspired by you. we've been outta touch since we graduated high school...so thank goodness for xanga!! lol. you're an AWESOME writer and even when i dont have a clue about what's going on in your life, i can just check your xanga and try to figure things out. which i usually don't. but your entries are so well written that i end up reading everything you write anyways. hahaha. you're my japanese sister, and always will be. japanese power!!

alan, i don't know if you ever read my xanga anymore, but i came across yours today. and for the first time, i saw a picture of you and your girlfriend together. you make a really nice couple. honestly! we also shared a lot of moments together that i wouldn't give back for all the money in the world. you influenced the person i am today. and even though we don't talk much anymore, i'm really happy that you've found a new love and a new happiness for yourself. thank you for everything. i'll never forget about you.

rachel...MOMMIE!!! i dont know what to say. what does one say to a mom? i love you & thank you for all the times you've consoled when i had boy problems, and other random times i needed your guidance. i'm so glad that we still keep in touch. you are irreplaceable. i dont know where i wouldve ended up if you werent there for me.

ryan WINKLEMAN!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY FOR RYAN WINKLEMAN!!!



 you're so cool. that's all i have to say.  this is your face-->

kyoko/ila, you are so gorgeous and so smart that you are graduating with a bio degree in three years from uci. that's just... amazing. it's nice to know that i'll be able to call you when my pet gets sick. haha

if i didn't include you, you're not important. HAHAH just kidding. that just means that i'm boneheaded and it's 225 am and i have to go to bed. i'll probably remember like 1000 people i forgot to list here while i lie in bed and wait to fall asleep.

thanks for everything. to everyone. 

¢¾ xoxo